I can’t believe I’m at a loss for what to put here anymore. It’s a little bit strange to go from complete and utter confidence and a little bit of ignorance to... Well, uncertainty. I suppose I can start off with the basics, my name is Kurt Hummel and I’ll be turning twenty three this May. If you live in New York or consider yourself a Broadway lover, chances are you know who I am. For over a year I served in one of the greatest musicals in the Broadway adaption of Pinocchio as... Well, Pinocchio. It really has become my second family and I’m not going to let anyone go now that it’s over. I sadly had to duck out of my last remaining shows and that’s seemingly caused the rumor mill to start up again, I however am trying to remain optimistic and avoid it. Something else I’m known for would be Pip, Pip, Hooray! which is slotted to hit the Broadway stage at some point this year - while I remain uncertain as there is still so much to do, but if everything goes smoothly, it should be sometime soon...
I used to virtually live, eat, sleep and breathe Broadway and fashion but I’ve recently been shown there is a lot more to life than that no matter how much I’ll always love it, it’s never going to compare to Blaine or Lily. Blaine in a lot of ways has sort of saved me from myself and I rarely really get into discussing it but even when you’re living your dreams, it’s very easy to get caught up in trivial things that don’t matter and lose sight of everything and close yourself off to a world of possibilities. I rarely wear my heart on my sleeve nor let anyone in for a plethora of different reasons but it’s always been so natural with him. He’s my soul mate and I will never ever question that. He gives me far too much credit and is often too blind to how incredible and beautiful he is but... I wouldn’t have him any other way. I can say with sincere honesty that I want to spend the rest of my life with this man, that I want to marry him and grow old with him and do absolutely everything possible as long as he’s by my side. He’s given my life a purpose I hadn’t ever anticipated on finding.
Lily would be the newest addition to our already unconventional but no less than perfect family. I hadn’t ever thought at twenty two years old I’d have a daughter but... I wouldn’t change it if I could. She is by far the most gorgeous little girl I’ve ever seen; her smile lights up the room and even if it’s unintentional, she captures the heart of every single person she’s come into contact with. She was born on December 27th, 2011 to one of the most incredible women I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing and I’m still very heart broken to admit that Lily isn’t ever going to have that chance... She will however know that she’s loved and irreplaceable and everything we’ve ever wanted.
Blaine and I have an apartment over at Wall street together and I think we’re just going to choose to live here forever. We also have a puppy named Elvis because Blaine is impossible to say no to and honestly, on Christmas? What type of monster would I be if I denied him of that? We used to have a fish tank but that... has since personally discovered the laws of gravity and the sensitivity of glass. With that being said, rest in peace Nemo and other fish that never were lucky enough to get a name. I honestly haven’t a clue what the future holds for us, but as long as I have my Dad, Blaine at my side and Lily with us... I’m fairly confident that we can handle whatever else life chooses to throw at us...
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.